Yes, you may post on here and we encourage you to do so! All are welcome to post and participate, staying as anonymous as you would like. You are not alone, and it’s great to hear that you feel connected while participating in the Catholic Mass. I believe that as you prepare for the sacraments and continue to seek a solution to your drinking and treatment of your mental illness, you will find an abundance of healing! God will not give up on you. There’s no reason you should give up on yourself.